Why do I do this?
I finally asked myself that question recently and the answer is this; it is easy to try and fail at something you are not passionate about. In those cases it is easy to give up and move on without any pain or suffering. It is HARD to fail at something you love--something you desperately want. It is even harder to let a dream go. Not to let it go in a way that it is forgotten, but to let it go in a way that it manifests and becomes a reality. Because...what if it isn't all I hoped it to be? Or what if it IS all I hoped it to be and I am not strong enough to hold it together.
These are the things I think about when it comes to my dreams. These are the reasons I ignore them.
But I've become so tired of living this way. Time is fleeting and promised to no one. I don't want to waste my time on things that mean nothing to me. I want every second to count, every moment to matter. I want to love what I do and live for my dreams. I want my sons to believe that if their is passion in their hearts that should chase it without fear.
I don't know what the future has for me but it's going to be awesome.